[IT'S ANGEL!!!] :)

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: omg i didnt even realize who you were lana

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -shoots himself in the foot- I need that song out of my head

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: what song????

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: **blinks** I am Lana? I am? (^__^) Yeah I am xD Why am I famous??

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -falls over laughing-

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: lol i just hear will and joshy talking about you and i've talked to you a few times

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: **laughs**

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: .>.> no we don't.... you have no idea what you're talking about... <.<

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: Have you?? OH! I remember now!!!!

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: no we don't lol

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: you do to buts all good stuff

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: Talking about me behind my back eh? (^__^)

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: nope, not at all...... lol

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: *sits in a tree*

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: (^__^) Why do I keep wishing Dave was here?! **sits down and sighs**

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -sits next to Lana and smiles- cause your in love hehe

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: awwww

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -massages my temples- damn headaches

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: Wish I wasn't any more it would be easier.. =(

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: *hands joshy advil*

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: **thinks**

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: why dont you call dave and ask him to come over

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: Lana, when has it been any easier? trust me hun, there are a lot worse things out there then bein' in love.. I mean you could be Will and my situation

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: I guess... but why did I break up with him?? Why???

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: or mine

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: o.o.....maybe you just need to talk to him

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: I don't want to hurt him again

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: cause shit happend girl, just have to get over that shit happenin' and start making the good stuff happen

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: But I don't know where he's at with it... You know I never read that thing he put on this page when he joined I just laughed out loud when I read it xD

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: ok something that i have learned in 20 almost 21 years....if you really love someone and they really love you then you will get back together it may not be now but you will all you need to do is tlak it over and see where it all went wrong

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: ask him about it, only way to know for certain is to ask em about it

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: He switches off whenever I try

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: tell him that if he loves you like he says he does he'll talk to you

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: He doesn't say he does though that's the thing he won't talk about it

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: hmm maybe he's scared get him alone and tell him that its ok to be scared of being hurt that what you did when you dumped him was a mistake

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: I'm not giving advice cause -sighs- I gots me own issues to deal with Will wise, although I think you should talk to him whether or not he wants too

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: I've tried that but he's so stubborn he just won't talk to me about it

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: use your girlish charm on him! it always works

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: (^__^) Yeah right charming Dave?? Lol

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: you never know

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: -looks at the pixilated one- lol sweetie this Dave we're talkin' about

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: **nods and laughs** A professional charmer wouldn't manage it xD

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: *shrugs* all guys have a weakness take joshy here he's weakness it will and spidars

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: He has no weakness it's frightening... well except weed, but he's off it now

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: good he needs to stay off it

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: lol you never know i knew a guy that said he didnt have a weakness then i found out that he loves a perfume i wore so when i wanted to get my way i just wore it around him

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: He's off it for good I knocked him off it, and so did Chris after he had his OD

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: how do you OD off of weed?

2007-10-02 [Lonely Shadow]: very easily

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: No it wasn't weed it was heroin then he gave up on all drugs

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: i think i od'd on weed before but i was also drinking that night

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: That would do it then

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: yeah i was so sick the next day i was dry heeving

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: Aww not nice =( It was so scary when Chris OD'd he was so close to dying =( I cried for like a day non stop

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: i was like that over an ex he was in the hospital for something i think it was he was having problems from when he was in a plane crash the year before i cried non stop

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: It's not a nice feeling =( Well anyway I must be off so I will talk to you later (^__^)

2007-10-02 [Empty~Soul]: byes lana

2007-10-02 [Echoes in the moonlight]: Bye xD

2007-10-03 [Luna Armonial]: *walks in & sits down thinking*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -hangs in front luna and smiles- ello

2007-10-03 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up* Hey Josh, how's it going ?

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: it's going down the shitter faster then a hurricane

2007-10-03 [Luna Armonial]: Why is that ?

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: cause possibly be losing Will, I may be forced into going to my cousin's(daughters) funeral which I know I wont be able to handle, and seeing my cousin that I pretty much grew up with and that lost the girl there is going to destroy what little mentality I have left... It's always been her, my cousin amber and myself cause we all pretty much grew up in at my grandma's for our own reasons really. Amber and I were here cause our home life sucked majorly, and my cousin Karen who had the girl moved here cause her mom died the same year I was born and she was 4, and her dad couldn't raise her anymore cause he was getting up there and age. So we did almost everything together.. hell there is a photo album in the bedroom here somewhere that has all of us when we went to dollywood(cause I had an obsession with it when I was younger)

2007-10-03 [Demon in my View]: aye *hugs Josh* i comfort you whenever ya like oke then?

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Wow this is an uncomfortable conversation to see if ever there was one...

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *hugs joshy*..this month is absolout crap for nearly everyone it seems

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -hugs alice and Within'- yea it is but she asked so I told...

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *sits in corner*

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *hugs josh,turns away adn sneezes violently*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -laughs and runs my finger down alice's spine-

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: o.0! bless you

2007-10-03 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *walks in and hands alice a tissue*

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: hi lyon

2007-10-03 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *smiles* hey kiki

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *flinches,falls back gets up and turns round top jhosh adn runs my finger softly across his lower lip,then take the tissue of lyon adn hugs him*..thanks

2007-10-03 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *hugs back* no problem hun

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: o.0? do i wanna know?

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *sits down and yawns*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: *sits down thinking*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -bites my lower lip and sighs- tease...

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: yep i dont wanna know *jumps into a tree*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Neither do I for that matter...

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *leans against the tree trunk*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: *scratches head*

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *yawns*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: I want to go back to the hospital but I also wanna stay here...

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: why wont you let lana go?

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: She's there now. But I wouldn't because she hadn't slept in three days and she was getting herself upset.

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: pixs hush, dude go back to the hospital, ya belong there with him... just tell em I said I love him

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: pixs???

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: I would if I wasn't sent away there's too many visitors at the moment

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: i hope will knows he's loved if they have to send away people

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: tell the docs to go suck a dino egg, you've got strict orders from his fiance to be there and if they don't like it they can go suck a donkey dick.

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: the dingo ate my baby!

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: They don't take that as a reason

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: ....... tis a good thing I'm not there v_v I'd be hauled off for inciting a riot

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: you might be hauled to the psycho ward

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: I don't like that ward it bites

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: pixs trust me, thats going to be the 2nd place i roast if he don't make it through

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Don't talk like that. One of the things he was clear about was that you had to make it if he didn't

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: I'll make it after I torch the place and damn him, he did tell everyone about that promise -sighs and shakes my head-

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: why are you callimg me pixs!

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: cause I can

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: _< i think i need a new name

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: No he told his close friends to make sure we held you to it

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -smiles- I've got no intentions of breaking that promise

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Meaning no looney bins either

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: no one's got the nuts to psych ward me

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Good

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: lol think bein' 6ft and 230lbs and the fact that I can punch a tree easily when I'm pissed to the point of hearing a crunching noise has scared the local biblish idiots

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: eek o.0 *hides*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: hand still hasn't healed right from that but mmmmmmmmmm love the sound of crunchy bones

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: ew

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *walks in*..erm..crunchy bones?

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: ew

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: That wasn't very clever

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: .. lvoe the sound of bones clicking..

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: I don't, ever since Chris snapped his shin in half

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: o.0 gah *twitches*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: eww thats a bit different then a fist crunching >.<

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ouch,*clenches teeth adn cringes*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -looks at alice and smiles- didn't hurt, was to pissed for it to hurt

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: i think ima be sick

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *Luaghs*..micheal put my finegr back into place..damn it i lvoed that sound

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: It wasn't nice... I was right next to him as well I heard it nice and loud, and watched it *shudder*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: gah I couldn't watch it but don't mind the sound of it

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *covers ears*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: The sound was disgusting... plus his screaming afterwards didn't help

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*tenses houlders*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: It was highly unpleasant

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *runs to the bathroom*

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...we haev a bathroom?..*looks around*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: anyones screams like that would be, what was he doing in the first place?

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Wrestling

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *walks back wiping my mouth off*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: With Jamie and Alex

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -laughs and smiles- pixs eww, yea that'd be a good way to mess your leg up

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: i cant help it i got a weak stomach -pouts-

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Yeah I just told him he was an idiot and to shut up his noise.

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: wow..you are ever so sympathetic aren't you?

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: lol a lot more then what I would of done, prolly would of either plugged his beak or somethin' else

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: o.o! EWEWEW!!!

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*walks voer to kiki and bends my hand back so it tohches my wrist*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -falls over laughing- leave the poor girl alone alice

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: *clicks my hand back and sits o joshy*..kay ^__^"

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: -hugs alice and laughs- silly ass, not everyone has iron stomachs

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...*shrugs*.. i almsot threw up when i saw the pigeon guts and insides all over the road

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: *sighs and sits in a corner*

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: mmmm yummy

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..*almsot throws up soup*..eWWWW

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: lol eww

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: No I am not ever sympathetic really... when it was plastered up I patted him on the leg

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: lol thats always fun to do

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: i am too sympathetic for my own good..

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: we shall beat that out of you yet ^^

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ..shmexy ^^

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: Big metal poll time

2007-10-03 [Empty~Soul]: o.o *staying out of it*

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: ...musn't turn that into something sick..*eye twitches*

2007-10-03 [Twisted Purgatory]: I was referring it to be sick

2007-10-03 [Lonely Shadow]: think i'm gonna barf

2007-10-03 [The Incredible Bulk]: i know..but ..not nice..and VERY painful

2007-10-03 [Luna Armonial]: *looks down from a nearby tree & laughs* I think i'll stay up here where it's safe... ^_^

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: its never safe luna

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -grabs luna's legs and smiles- come down and join ya

2007-10-04 [Luna Armonial]: *laughs, looks at Josh* Physically impossible cause i'll fall if i try to jump with you attached to my leg...

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: No falling Luna ... =[[

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -pulls luna down and smiles- who said anything about jumping ^_^

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Hey Josh!!!

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: heya ^^

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: How are you? ^-^

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: shitty, from all this going on

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: *nods* Me too... Been crying at school on and off *hugs*

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -hugs- I ran out of tears a while ago... wish I knew what hospital so I could least figure something out

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Yeah, well I'll let you know as soon as I do honey

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: thanks sweetie, someone that lives round manchester thats a friend of mine said I should call up and ask em what's going on least so I can get a 'professionals' opinion...

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: As if they count as professionals

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: lol hence the 's girl, ^^

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: ^-^ I don't like doctors >.< They ruined my lifee

2007-10-04 [Luna Armonial]: Don't worry Bryony i'm not going to fall...*wraps my other leg around the tree branch tightly, looks at Josh* Well if you let go of my leg i'll gladly climb down from the tree...

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: *smiles* yay xD

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: *pounces of bryony* TALLY!!!

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -smiles and lets go, then waits-

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Ahh!!!!!!! HEY SHORTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: *turns in circles looking around* waits for what

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: *huggles Kiki and Josh*

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: *huggles back* yay tally!

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: ^-^!! Yay Shorty xD

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: -huggles Bry- heyas ^^

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: *dances around*

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Hey xD

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: .< I have to run upstairs for a moment so yea brb ^^

2007-10-04 [Empty~Soul]: hb joshy

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Okay

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: I ish back and got my music, and got to cuss my mom out in german so I'm good

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: Music rocks ^-^ I got mine too

2007-10-04 [Lonely Shadow]: mine is a bunch of oldies stuff and a lot of weird music ^_^ lol you couldn't tell I'm gay from music at all >.>

2007-10-04 [Luna Armonial]: *jumps down from the tree landing on my feet then sits down*

2007-10-04 [Vaughne]: *smiles* I love all music